Life of B. Efe
B. Efe, born in Aydiın (Turkey), was a passionate taxi driver. He really liked driving a taxi. He mainly drove at night and shared the car with a colleague who was on the road during the day. Efe had many regular customers who called him again and again, regardless of whether he was on duty or not. Before the racist murder attempt, he once said to a journalist: “I love driving. Give me a coffee and I’ll take you non-stop to Italy or Holland.” Efe also loves fishing. Since the crime, his life has changed. He can no longer maintain his hobbies, friendships and everyday routines from before the offence. His life is different after the crime than it was before. In an interview, Efe described the consequences as follows: “Since the crime, I’ve become a sad person. I can no longer sleep properly. I no longer have confidence in people. I would love to go into town without fear, but I always have to turn round. The fear is constantly in my head. The perpetrator ruined my life. I used to be a happy person. I’ve been a different person for three years.” Since the crime, Efe has been unable to work owing to his mental state and has been struggling to survive financially, which is determined by others and characterised by dependence on state structures.